Saturday, July 1, 2023

Rejoice

  

Tear down that sculpted,

perfect mountain that lives in your head.

Its intimidation is not for all,

and most certainly not for you.

It won’t tell you of its jagged faults

and glacier-scoured rock, and will

surely not whisper of the legions of fallen snags

and centuries of eroded pebbles and sand

that are now missing. All lost to gravity,

drawn somewhere downhill.

 

Scores of acres lie scorched and bared by fires.

Scarred firs still trying to fully breathe, tremble

in winter winds up past the scree slopes

on its southeast side.


Legions of beetles chew into the bark

of its sheltering forests, killing the branched

beings with a million tiny torturous bites.

Delivered daily in unison

 

That perfect mountain’s stone heart once flowed.

Growing upward from the depths as molten

magma, its heart did finally stop. It cooled

and lay hardened for eons

and grew no more.

 

It casts a mighty silhouette.

Impressive and prominent, sometimes snow-topped

with orange and red hues in, “the golden hours of the day.”

But it is succumbing to earth’s eternal pull.

 

Your seemingly mighty and tall mountain is far from perfect.

2020

 

In one hand I hold

The wetness of tears, the rain that falls upon the robes

of people and hopes everywhere.  Lost hopes, lost jobs,

hunger, sickness, death, isolation and loneliness, protests and pain,

frustration, hoarding, politicization of the scenario,

pot-stirring, personal and national debts that tower above us all.

Beliefs, not news nor facts.


To fill the other hand, I have to find

the awareness, to look for and see the light.

In the other-worldly quiet nights, long walks, a flowering spring

that dazzles because I have the time to see it unfold

before me with clearing air from less used machines,

the working of jig saw puzzles with my family

and listening as my daughter discovers the quiet satisfaction

of the NYT crossword and rediscovers here love of the piano,

experiencing spring like I had not done in 50 years or more.

 

Friendliness and courtesy and communal help

for those in need seems to be also blossoming around me

 in the small and not so small parts of the world I bump in to

But If I squint my eyes just right, I can see the good, the hope and care

wearing a shirt of fear and worry.



This time has blessed us with a flaneur’s world, while it has cursed us with an anger,

a dread and divide that may not ever subside, or so I fear

as I hold my breath and wait.

Paid

 

my work is for a salary,

but when I capture the right words,

then mine is the golden pay.